the beginning of 2oo4 christmas aint a happy one though. but it ended with a kind of satisfaction. (: i saved my pay and brought my family to a chinese restaurant. it was great. sumptuous and delicious =D i wouldnt mind visiting there again k. we enjoyed the meal a lot and i cherished the moments we had. what i really want for christmas is something hard to get. something that is priceless which money cant buy. i wish for relationships; whether its for love, relatives, family and friends. and success in my appeal and also, my O level results. yeahh.. and i do hope things will be different for the year 2oo5. hah. shant talk much about this now.

hmm. another thing which i wanna say to a good friend of mine. not to disclose his name alrights. but i do hope, he'll get over it and start anew. whats love anyway. looking back to the past isnt what you need. theres a future ahead of you. i know to you it'll be endless pain. look at me and see what i am now. i been through the same as you.. i used to think it's just endless pain. but i conquer it all. so i know you can. i trust you.